Finished a 5K race. Next up, 10K!

5 things I like about myself

Rookh3zee sent me this so here are the 5 things I like about myself:

  1. I find that I am good at anything I am passionate in
  2. I am independent and a free-spirit
  3. I’m an extrovert but not the clingy type that constantly needs the attention of others
  4. I can be very emotional but I pick myself up fairly quickly. Never the type to dwell on things but that doesn’t mean I forget.
  5. I am emotionally strong. I can move on. 

<3

Find someone who understands your crazy and wants to be a part of your crazy. Thats true commitment. Something I just learnt.

Plans for 2014

  • plan a trip overseas, alone
  • prepare 101% for baby’s arrival
  • save for the future
  • at least memorise 1 juz of the Quran (inshallah!)
  • be a more confident person

sadness that I refuse to comprehend
seep through the pores of my skin
leaving a hollow heart in its wake
no more feelings to be felt

Wow, I&#8217;ve been on tumblr for 4 long years ^_^&#8221; practically half of my teenage life is spent here, heheh

Wow, I’ve been on tumblr for 4 long years ^_^” practically half of my teenage life is spent here, heheh

Request

Salaam..

I dont usually do this.. but please spare a dua for my mother’s health. She is 44 and has minor diabetes and recently we got to know that she is pregnant. She is worried and scared for her health and the baby’s. I love her too much to see her suffer from her phobia of needles due to the daily insulin jabs and blood sugar level tests :’(

May Allah ease everyones’ affairs. 

I am happy. I get to do a job which I love.. I have picked up a new hobby and I have been insanely passionate ever since.. I get to meet the people who matters most so frequently that it feels like a routine of warmth and fondness.

but I feel that slight emptiness. the small black hole that devours. and I know what it is. 

just..

I need time to recuperate my iman.

hidayahmj:

Art piece I did requested by a friend, inspired by zentangles and Indian art :)

An art piece I finished last night :)

hidayahmj:

Art piece I did requested by a friend, inspired by zentangles and Indian art :)

An art piece I finished last night :)

"He said: “I only complain of my grief and sorrow to Allah, and I know from Allah that which you know not.”"
AlQuran 12:86

gonna watch One Piece from season 1 episode 1! can’t believe its running til now!

Dear you,

I am angry because I’m not some big great love that you had. that there was someone before me whom I know you really truly love. and it hurts me knowing that. and I’m angry because after 2 years, I’m still not 100% over you but you have moved on from your feelings and whatever we had. 

I’m sorry that I said I dont wanna talk to you anymore. but that’s the truth. I forgive you. but I still have a soft spot for you. sometimes I think to myself, doesn’t he love me anymore?

I hope that we will both find someone who will love us deeper and fiercer and make us forget our wounds because we deserve it. you deserve it. 

Thank you for loving me and supporting me in the shadows all this while. I love you.