Been having a rough time recently and i cried yesterday. It was a really good cry, the kind where you just bawl your eyes out and just cry your sadness away. But in the middle of my crying, a beautiful friend consoled me and made me laugh with his antics and i felt so much better instantly. 
I would like to express my gratitude to my friends and family who has always been there for me through all this years, in times of pain and sorrow.  
I know that in times of sadness, i should turn to Allah azza wajjal. but i was holding on to that thought that He was angry with me and He will remain angry at me and the thought of it just drove me.. crazy.
But the thing is i shouldnt be so hard on myself because Allah is the Most Compassionate, The Most Merciful, and The Most Gracious.

and surely my Creator knows whats in my heart best.

La tahzan innallaha ma’ana.